Awake My Soul.

So I've been through way too much the past three months.
My life has taken a complete turn.
Becoming a mother, as cheesy as it sounds, was the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I now serve a purpose.
My son is the most amazing person I have ever laid eyes on. Just sitting here thinking about him brings tears to my eyes. He's amazing.
My life is certainly far from what I expected it to be...but that's ok. I have Cael, and he is the one solid thing in my life. He's the one person I know who will always be there for me. He's always waiting for me when I get home, always happy to see me, and loves me unconditionally.
I always said I never wanted kids, and now I know how naive that was of me. Family is life. And I couldn't be more thankful for the little boy who made me realize this.