New To This....

Well since Nicholas and I are beginning our lives together, although we've dated for over 6yrs, I figured its about time to start something where we can share our experiences and memories, as well as a place for me to share my thoughts on pregnancy, love, and just life in general.

Monday, March 8, 2010

Where do I go from here?


Oh where to begin....
I feel as if every person in my life is pulling me in a different direction. "Do this, go here, get that, say this...." Ahhh!!!!
My god. Where do I go from here?
I don't know what is best for myself, and yet I have more than just myself to consider now.
I want advice, and yet when I get it, I get angry because it is the opposite of what the last person told me!
I know, I know, do what feels right...that's my problem, nothing feels right. I want everyone to be happy, I want to please everyone, and I've come to the realization that that...well its just not possible.
Everyone in my life expects something different of me, and expects my priorities to be in a certain order, yet everyone's order is different.
I just want to be happy, and I want everyone else to be happy with me. But it seems...that no matter what I do, I can never please them all.
I wish Life would just take it a little easier on me.

No comments:

Post a Comment