Dreamer.

Alright. So the past few months I've been having some insane dreams! And I can remember them all like they actually happened. I've read this is all related to pregnancy, but its still sooo weird. I need a dream interpreter.

Dream #1 -Monkey - yes you read it right, Monkey:
I had a dream a month ago or so, and it felt oddly familiar, like I've had it before. I was in a tropical place, warm winds, ocean, white sand, and black people with accents haha...Jamaica maybe? But anyways, its dark out, and I'm with my mom. We are for some reason trying to get to this hotel that's on a nearby island. We get a man to give us a ride, but he's reluctant to do so. We get to the hotel, even darker outside now, and we now have guns. GUNS?!! What the hell! haha. We enter the lobby and there are people running out of the hotel. For some reason we are determined to get to the women's bathroom, like we are looking for something...when we reach the bathroom door, I grab my mom by the arm, and say, "Mom, I've been here before, we shouldn't go in." She looks at me like I'm crazy, and pushes the door open. I step in front of her and turn to tell her again, "We shouldn't be in here! I've been here before!" I turn to face the stalls and BAM! A monkey attacks me! We aren't talking about a gorilla here, I mean, like...circus monkey! Little monkey with a hat that dances to weird Polka music monkey! He was not wearing a hat or dancing but instead had huge fangs and was gnawing on my neck. I scream for my mom to run, and wake up. Weird much!?

Dream #2 Sami Jo:
I had this dream in December, about 4 months after Sami died. I'm heading east on 16th avenue, driving through the cemetery. It's dusk, I have my music cranked - as usual - and reach down to change the song. When I look up, there she is. Standing right in front of my car. I slam on the brakes, and steer a hard left. My car spins, and I think for sure I've hit her. When my car comes to a stop, I look up, and she is standing on the south sidewalk, just looking at me. I get out of my car and run towards her, tears streaming down my face, yelling her name. She disappears..and I wake up.

Dream #3 - Also about Sami:
This dream I had just last night. For a little background - August 22nd I believe the date was, one week after Sami died. We had a "party" at Sami's house. Using the term "party" sounds awful, but we were doing it because we knew Samantha would want us all to have fun, together. So we were all drinking, playing beer pong, telling stories by the fire pit, crying about our loss...well I think I was the only one that was that drunk haha. But anyways, back to my dream - It's at Sami's house, and we are all there, like a freaking high school reunion or something. Even Sami was there. And we are all happy, drinking, laughing and having fun. We are friends, and we are all thankful for one another. We just BS with eachother, tell stories about how so and so screwed this up, and remember that time when....It was fun. And everything was ok...then my alarm goes off. back to reality.